Blog Problems?

All the blogs I was following somehow are not listed anymore. Did this happen to anyone else?

I have never had any kind of problems like this before, never either real problems with blogger itself.
I find this really strange because I was on the computer till about 7AM and it was fine then.
I come home now @ 6PM and now this?
WTF?!?

Anyways now I have to go around and add people all over again? What a pain in the ass!
So if I don't post on your blog for a few I might have forgotten about your blog so please don't take it personal.

Ready For Holidays?

Just wondering if everyone is getting ready for the holidays.

Have you shopped? Finished shopping? Mailed cards? Made lists?

I myself don't have many people to shop for, however I have alot of people I need to send cards to.

I need to get on the ball and get shit done.

I want this Christmas to be REALLY nice for Gypsy & myself. I am lucky to be alive and for us to be together so I want to go all out for her.
I have been buying her gifts one at a time and stocking stuffers as well. So I am trying to get her everything that she has been telling me she wants.
The only thing I know for sure I won't be able to get her is the 17 inch MAC PRO BOOK she wants. That shit costs like $ 2500.00! So not this year that is for sure! Maybe another laptop but just not that one...

Anywhoo hope your making a list and checking it twice!
Stay Up!

RIP BUSTER

Sorry for not posting as much as I should be just ALOT going on and so little time.

Here's the breakdown on what has been going down.

On December 7Th I have been out of the hospital a month and doing very well. I am keeping up with my diet and lost 24 lbs (since being in hospital till now).
I have been going to my Doctor and then the Lab to have blood drawn to make sure my PT/INR levels are correct because I am on a powerful blood thinner Coumadin.
So far so good.

Then on the 29Th my good friend Lisa is back in the hospital. She is in ICU and practically died. She had tested positive for swine flu, gotten a fever of 103 and had to be intubated because she couldn't even breathe!
She had a hard time fighting off the fever and the flu, however she is getting better.
As of now she is still in ICU but waiting to be put on another floor to rest and re-coop

Last night I got some REALLY bad news. Lisa's sister called to tell me that Buster, Lisa's cat had been found dead in her apartment.
I went on Wednesday and he was fine. I left him food and water. I cleaned the litter for him and kept the windows open a bit to get some fresh air. Her friend went on Saturday and said he didn't really eat much and that's not like him. When she went back on Sunday she found him passed away in the apartment.
Seeing Lisa tested positive for Swine Flu and that is what were thinking might have happened to him.
Also Buster had Tumors so one might have ruptured we don't know and we will never know.
When her Sister called me to tell me and I was crying of course and she said that she couldn't go in there and take him out, couldn't touch him like that you know.
I said i would do it.
I felt like we saved Buster and I'm going to go get him and bring him to the vet and MAKE SURE he gets the proper care.
I went and got him and we brought him to the the vet to be cremated.

I feel horrible and I want to know when were going to catch a break, it just seems like blow after blow after blow.

Other then all this and that shit going on I am proud to say that I have been clean since October 15TH!
I know it is barely a month but I am very proud that I have this clean time under my belt and want to keep it up. I have been keeping busy and just taking it day by day. I go to my program do my thing and break out.
I don't hang out, and the people I do talk to are not many at all. It's crazy because it is like ALL of them are ALWAYS looking for a favor, or a handout or begging for shit and I am SO over it and so tired of the BULLSHIT stories and how fucking FAKE they are!
Well that is the deal and again alot has been going on and I am trying to do my thing by staying clean and doing the right thing.
I am thinking of going back to school for computer programing and engineering because I have taught myself alot of things on my own.
when our computer breaks down I always fix it myself. So after the new year I am going to look into it.
Hope everyone is getting ready for the Holidays...
Stay Up!