I'm still awake and I think I'm just going to stay up. I have all these thoughts running in my head and right now I wanna get high so bad. I have the money, I can call my guy anytime but I'm just like fuck it! I keep on reading and watching some crazy ass videos on YouTube.
I don't have much planned for today. I was going to drop in on my mom and see how shes doing. She always enjoys seeing me. Her and my girl are my world. I would be lost without them really.
Recently my mom was diagnosed with diabetes and shes freaking the fuck out because now she has to go to the doctors and make sure her body is running right.
She never was really one for the doc. she HATES them really. I try to go with her as often as I can because I know it must feel scary for her and she should have to go alone when she has 3 children.
However my sister lives 100miles away, and my brother always puts his wife and his family in front of his own mother. Mind you my mom has done so much for him and hes just a fucking prick, gets it from his dad I guess!
Ok well that's my rant for now. I'm going to walk my doggies and get some coffee for me and my wife. I think I will also surprise her with something to eat.
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I saw you at Babs and decided to drop off. I don't have but a few secs on line right now (in a big hurry right now - story of my life it seems) but I HAD to take time to say .... I absolutely LOVE YOUR DOG(s)! Hell YEAH!
Have a great day!
You're strong, or at least what I've seen of you online seems strong. You'll get your stuff right.
Thanks Ray! I do some animal rescue and I love them to death. Bandit is my sidekick he goes everywhere with me almost. He doesnt really like people but can you blame him?
JW thanks alot I really mean it. Thanks hunny. I try to remain strong minded even when I want to just give up all together!
Sorry to hear about your mom. Some people are really able to control their diabetes. But, it is hard work! Is she on insulin?
Yes she is. She has to take it 2x a day. Shes good with it, never misses a dose. Shes quite anal with it really.
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