Taking Out The Trash!

As a favor to one of Gypsy's good friends we took in someone who needed a place to stay only for 2 weeks tops. The very first night she stayed she came home from work, she worked as a waitress, and when she came home she had a 6pack of beer.
One of Gypsy's friends were over that
night and had one of the beers the other bitch, her name was Laura, drank the rest.
The 3rd night she was there happened to be Gypsy's birthday and its in the middle of the
summer. We have no A/C here due to the fact that the building is old and the wiring can
not hold a A/C. So Laura was complaining about that to me. When she first came next to me I could smell the beer and liquor on her. I told her there was nothing we could do and she needed to be grateful for the fact that she had a roof over her drunk head. Also for her to get back in her room before she gets hurt, Don't even THINK about fucking around with me and Gypsy when we were nice enough to take you in!
I was at my mothers painting one of the apartments when I got a phone call from Gypsy
saying to come home NOW because if I didn't get home fast enough she was going to kill this crazy drunk bitch.
So I got home as fast as I could and when I came home I saw Laura a lil too close to Gypsy and standing near her where I just didn't like it. I asked Gypsy what was going on and she said that Laura came home mad drunk and just started some shit with her and its too fucking much and she needs to leave NOW! So I told her she needed to leave and she acted the same way toward me. Loud, rude and just plain shit faced drunk! I repeated 
to her she needed to leave and that I was giving her 10minutes to pack her shit and get the fuck out. She again started cursing and yelling. So I told her if she got in my face one more time I was going to hurt her. She started yelling something about she knew "bigger and badder dyke's and she was going to get me fucked up". Well after that statement I just grabbed her by her neck with my right hand and then clocked her with my left. She went down like a ton of bricks. I went and stood over her because I was just going to start
pounding on her when Gypsy came over to stop me. I went in to the room we gave her to stay in,  opened the window and then threw all her shit out the window. Gypsy had already called 911
at least 2times by now and they still had not come after about 20minutes had passed. She was still on the floor either crying or screaming, I don't remember, when I ran down stairs and flagged down a cop car.
When the cops stopped I told them what was going on and that she tried to hit me of course
and that she was throwing all her stuff out the window and she drunk and just plain nuts. They came upstairs and as soon as they saw her and the state she was in the knew she was the trouble. I mean she was doing all of this in a tank top and panties.
After about another 10minutes of her ranting and raving she finally got the rest of the
stuff she had that I didn't throw out the window and left. I watched her as she walked down the main street in her tank and panties.
About 2hours later I went to the store for us and about 4houses down I saw all of her
belongings on the sidewalk. Some of it was still in bags, some of it people had went threw and took what they wanted. I then took the rest of everything that was there and put it on the sidewalk for the trash men to pick up. Sure enough later that night they came and took all her shit. Too bad she wasn't going in the truck as well!

*RIP Heath Ledger*

I'm sure everyone and their mother is blogging about Heath Ledger and how he died so suddenly. So I might as well go right ahead and do it as well.
All I'm going to say is that its sad that he went out the way he did. Drugs are a muthafucka and they will take anyone down. It goes to show you that it doesn't matter how much money, power, or status you have if your addicted then that's it and its got you in the grip!
I loved him in the movie "Candy" and I still have not yet seen "Brokeback Mountain".
However I am going to go and see his last role in "The Dark Knight" as the Joker. It looks really good and I took notice to it before he passed.
I hope that wherever he is now hes happy and not in pain. I feel sorry for the loved ones he left behind and offer them all my condolences.

..And The Award Goes To...Who Else sKILLz Muthafuckas!

I got a fucking award what did you get?
This came from Dirty Bitch Society and I got mad love for her! You know I got your back G-friend!
After all that happened tonight looking back at this was enought to make me smile. Thanks homie!

Not Good News!

I am crying as I'm posting this. The new foster dog came and has been here about 2hours. When she first came we met outside and Bandit and Krystal didn't get along right away but I took them out for a long walk and let them run around and they were all good.
Came home and they were playing and running around like puppies. She was drinking alot so after about an hour and a bowl of food I took them out again. Again I let them run around and they were all good.
I brought them home and Gypsy was in the bathroom. Krystal started crying for some reason and I asked out loud "Baby why you crying", and Gypsy thought I was talking to her. I said I'm not talking to you I'm talking to the dog. I bent down to pet Bandit and Krystal and all of a sudden out of fucking nowhere Krystal grabbed a hold of Bandit and of course Bandit grabbed right back. I 
grabbed Krystal by the collar and she would not let go. I thought she had Bandit by the throat
so I didn't want to pull. Gypsy came running out and as she was running out she grabbed Krystal and I grabbed a screwdriver and hit her on the nose with the rubber handle and after the
second strike she let go. She didn't have Bandit by the throat she had his ear and made a big ass fucking hole. 
She also put 2 lil holes on the side of his face.
Now I have had many dogs come and go in this house and I have seen my share of fights and
this was something that reduced me to tears.
When I had Stan Da man they would fight here and there but NEVER ANYTHING like what just happened!
Anyways unfortunately this is a part of the rescue world and this is one of the bad times.
Here are the pix of what happened to Bandits ear.
She is going back tomorrow and Bandit will be going to the vet. Whatever higher power you believe in please say a prayer for this dog that maybe just maybe she can get a home where she would be the only dog and someone is willing to take her in. Also say a prayer that Bandit is ok and the bill is not too high.

Another Doggy Saved!

Today I had alot of running around to do and things to get done and to my surprise I got them all done. Gypsy woke up early to go with her friend to a doctor appointment. After she left
I watched some TV and then showered and got dressed, fly as always, and had to go to
my moms house first. While at my moms house I had to run to the bank for her and then go to the program. After that had to go up to the Ave and meet Gypsy for lunch and some light shopping. I then came back home with Gypsy and walked her to work with the dogs. Waited for Keyspan to come because something was up with our gas. It wasn't coming on right so they had to come over to check it out and I had to home for that of course.
Finally they came and I caught them as they were about to leave. They didn't even call or anything. Bandit was the one that heard them over the music and went to the window to alert me. He so dam smart I love it!
So they came and did whatever they needed and now it seems to be ok.
now I'm waiting for another foster dog to come. Shes a female pit bull and shes been in the shelter way too long and they were going to kill her so Gypsy and I agreed to take her in for about 2 weeks. Were going to get her health back up and put some meat on her. Hopefully Bandit will be nice and share the bed with her. Hes been pretty good I have to say with the fosters. Harley is great he loves other dogs and loves playing with them and everything else.
Her name is Kristal and she should be coming soon. She is coming in a Pet Taxi and I cant wait. I love helping them and I so wish I could help them all. If I were to come into a large sum of money I would get a huge piece of land and just let them run free and have people to take care of them and of course I would have my favorite who would get to share the bed.
Well when she comes you know I'm going to take some pix of her and how she is with the other animals and all.
Other than that its pretty much the same old going on here. I have been keep up with my new years resolutions by not saying yes so easy to people.
I don't care if people think I'm a bitch or if I'm this or that because none of them pay my bills, put food on my table, clothes on my back, or money in my pocket, and none of them take care
of my girl so fuck em all and what they think.
I was never really one to give a fuck what anyone thought of me anyways.
Tomorrow Gypsy and I are thinking about going to the movies and just 
having a good day for ourselves, I mean shit we deserve it that I know!
Gypsy is not feeling the new phone, she doesn't like the touch buttons on the front and I'm going to call up Verizon and get the the other phone she wanted to get. They give us 30days to return the phone so its all good.
My phone is kick ass and of course anyone that has seen it at the program is just mad jealous.
Jealous because most of them don't even have a plan phone, they have to buy the phones
where they have to buy the minutes as they go because they have no credit or anyone 
that will trust enough to put the bill under another name because there all so fucking grimy.
Anways thats the 411 on whats going down with this Brooklyn Bitch. Catch ya'll later!

New Year, New Resolutions, & New Gadgets!

Whats up fuckers?! I haven't posted anything in a few so please don't hold it against me.
Whats been going on in my life? Hmmm...let me see.
Ok Gypsy and I had a great Christmas. I got Gypsy a bunch of stuff she wanted and she was totally surprised. She thought she was only getting one thing and I got her 7 things! The most expensive and the best one was the Infinity Circle I got her. Its just like this one in diamonds only
it has yellow gold behind it and not white. She was so shocked and so happy and I just love doing those things for her.
I sweat each month saving up for it. She has been wanting one since they first came out. I also got her some perfume she wanted, I'm not going to say which ones because those are her scents and  don't want anyone going out and getting them.
For X-mas eve we went to our friends house Maria and she went all out once again with the food.
We don't eat meat on X-mas eve and I don't eat fish so she made Baked Ziti, Rice and Beans, and String beans for the non fish eaters. For desert she made tiramisu and chocolate moose pie, and of course being Italian, there was tons of pastry!
Maria had just hooked up her new wii and you KNOW I was playing that.
Let me tell you the wii is so much fun! She had the sports package for us to play. On it theres boxing, tennis, 
baseball, and bowling. Lets just say that my hands skills in the street paid off and my reign of terror was too much for anyone who stepped up!
New Years Eve wasn't anything for us. We had to go to the program for our bottles for new years so we were out that day. We went to the Atlantic Mall with a good friend of ours, Lisa.
When we came home we ate dinner and just messed around until the ball dropped. We celebrated and went to bed.
New years day we just chilled out. Took advantage of being able to sleep and not have to do anything.
This new years I have made a new years resolution and its for me to take care of me and my circle of family and friends above anyone else.
I have a habit of thinking about others and their problems before thinking about mine. Then when it comes time for someone to help me no one is there, or they take advantage of my kindness and frankly I'm sick of it.
So from now on when anyone asks me for anything the answer is NO. "Do you have a dollar I need milk" NO, that's going to be my answer every single time.
See I'm the type of person that if I see your in trouble and need something and I can do it I will help out. However I have learned that not everyone is like that, and not everyone would do the same for me.
The only thing that bothers me is that I have to change who I am because other people are scumbags. I'm a giving person by nature.
Other than that I have been sticking to my new years resolution, and I got Gypsy a new phone and I got myself a new one as well.
I got her the new Chocolate Phone and I got the new Voyager phone.
Hers came already and its hot! Its taking her a little bit to get used to it flipping up and just touching the buttons to use it.
Mine should be here today and I cant wait! It has a touch screen on the front just like the iPhone and then it opens up and has a qwerty board like a sidekick! It is KICK ASS!
It cost 350.00 and I got it for 119.00! So that's another score!
Maybe this year is going to be a good year for us after all?
I hope the same for all my readers as well!

Rikers Landlord

Here I am only 15 yrs old and on Rikers Island. I'm not going to front at first
I was scared but you cant show anyone any type of fear or else they feed off of that and use it against you. They will make you do things you never
even thought of and make you there bitch and slave.
I was housed in something like a dorm room, only there are no doors
and everything is in the open.
So I had already been assigned my bed and locker and everything and was trying to just
chill out and go over in my head how the fuck I got there to begin with. In a place like Rikers
you never get a moments piece so trying to clear ones head is like trying to light a fire with wet matches.
My first couple of days were going fine. I started getting the swing of things, and how
things were done. It amazed me how quickly people could adapt to such surroundings. It also amazed me how people would let other people 
run them because 
they were so scared to either fight or stand up for themselves.
Anyway after lunch I had came back to the dorm to just chill out, maybe read, or maybe
if I was lucky catch some sleep. As soon as I laid my head on my pillow I saw 2 black girls
coming up to my bunk. I sat up quickly, and when I realized they were coming to me I stood up.
I remember saying in my head try to stay as close to the wall as possible that way no one
can get you from behind. The bigger of the 2 came up to me saying that she ran this house and I had to pay her rent if I wanted to stay there without any trouble. So I responded with "oh really no one told me that". She came back with "well I'm telling you now, and if you don't give me everything you got I'm going to take it from you".
I put my head down and my hands up saying  " Look I don't want any trouble". As soon as the word "trouble" was finished I just started hitting her as hard and as fast as I could. I caught her wayyy off guard because she thought I was scared, and that quote "I didn't want any trouble".
So we fought, I fucked her up, and the other girl that was standing with her didn't say or do a dam thing. After it happened I went into the bathroom to clean up, I had gotten some blood on my hands and on the shirt I was wearing.
A few minutes later a CO came in to see what the noise was about, they went up to the black girl I just fought and asked her how it happened and who did it to her. She said that her and a friend were just playing and it was all in good fun. The CO was happy to hear it because they didn't want to have to take her to the medic, and they didn't want to write up the report. Just more work for them. Of course they knew it was bullshit but they could care less.
From then on no one messed with me, no one tried fucking with me and I tried to stay by myself really. I had a few girls that I would talk to and hang with here and there but most of the time I tried to just stay away from all that.
That was my one and only encounter while at Rikers.

2007

So 2007 was a crazy year right? Do you remember all the shit that went down? Well I didnt really either.
Anyway heres a few things that went down that should be mentioned.

Rosie & Donald Trump went at it
Sanjayas Hair
The start of Brittneys Breakdown (Shaved her hair)
NBA's John Amaechi Comes Out
RIP Anna Nicole Smith
Jennifer Hudson and Melissa Etheridge win Oscars
Sir Elton John turns 60
It's been 10 years since Ellen came out on her show
Rihanna's "Umbrella" premieres
Roseanne Barr puts her foot in her mouth
Fergie's "Big Girls Don't Cry" premieres
Rosie leaves The View early
It's "Paris Hilton Goes to Jail" month
Obama Girl makes her debut online
Lines form for the iPhone
Isaiah Washington gets axed from Grey's Anatomy
Kelly Clarkson cancels her tour
Posh and Becks move to L.A. 
Lindsay Lohan gets arrested
Beyonce bites it hard at her concert
Nicole Richie gets arrested
Amy Winehouse says "Yes" to rehab
Ms. South Carolina answers map question
O.J. gets arrested for armed robbery
Senate passes Matthew Shepard Hate Crimes Act
Gov. Schwarzenegger vetoes gay marriage bill
Ellen cries on her talk show about her dog, Iggy
Tila Tequila's bisexual dating show debuts on MTV
J.K. Rowling reveals Prof. Dumbledore is gay
Lance Bass Is A Fag (like we didnt already know?!?)
Nip/Tuck Season 5 Premires
Lindsay Lohan gets arrested....again
Liza Minnelli Collapses
Jodie Foster acknowledges her partner in a speech
Adrianne Curry's lesbian pics upset Peter Brady
Grandmaster Flash and The Furious Five becoming the first-ever hip-hop act to be inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame
Owen Wilson hospitalized
Kanye West Mother Died RIP

And heres some more stuff from Wikipedia

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2007


So its been one crazy year, what else will go down before the years end?

Bazz

Shabaz and I met for the first time in Cooper Projects in Brooklyn of course! He saw that I was jiggy and I also noticed the same about him. After a few words and some conversation we started hanging out tough.
I was young, about 14-15yrs old and he was about 30yrs old. "Bazz" had just came home from doing a 12 year bid in prison. He was about 6foot 5 and had mad weight to him. He was darker then dark as well. Most people who saw us walking together stopped and stared. I always got mad back then but after Bazz broke it down to me I kinda understood a lil better.
Most people who looked at us saw a 30 year old black dude with a young 15 year old white girl and probably thought that he was trying to rape me or something. Which was the total opposite. Bazz knew I didn't like men sexually and he also had a woman who stuck by him for most of his bid and he really cared for her as well.
Bazz and I were running partners mainly. Whatever we came off with we would break it right down the middle. I have to say we worked really well together because every single day and night we came off with mad money.
We did every kind of hustle. We even stuck up a numbers spot with 2 other dudes. I will never forget that. Bazz put me on to it and the dudes didn't want me there because I was a female and Bazz told them the fuck off. He told them that if I wasn't there then count him out, and that I had more heart and balls then most men.
The relationship between Bazz and I was like a brother sister type thing.
 Bazz taught me the
way of the game and the streets, looked out for me, and schooled me to things.
He also made sure no one fucked with me.
One time I went and copped some dope in Cooper and I didn't really know the dudes but copped from them anyways.  After I got my shit I heard one of the guys saying something nasty to me. I turned around and looked at them and realized that if I said something chances are I was either going to get the shit beat out of me or dragged to the roof and raped so I just turned right around and went on about my biz.
As soon as I saw Bazz he knew something was wrong and I told him what happened earlier. He walked me over to where the
 same guys were standing and 
told me to point out which ones disrespected me and so I did. Bazz went up to
them and told them that I was like a sister to him and that if he ever heard of something like that again he wouldn't even bother words. The guys didn't even dare
answer him back. Bazz had alot of juice in the streets.
About 2 weeks had passed and I hadnt heard anything from or about Bazz. I was worried that something really fucked up had happened to him. I ran into this dude name Dud who I knew from the streets and as soon as he saw me he said he had a message from Bazz. I eagerly awaited what he had to say as he stopped to light up a smoke. Dud said that he just got home from Rikers and that he ran into Bazz while in there. Bazz got locked up on a robbery charge and was looking
at alot of time because of his record. Dud handed me a piece of paper with Bazz's name and numbers and Bazz asked if I could write to him.
I wrote to him as much as I could and we kept in contact for awhile. Next thing I know about 2months go by and no word from Bazz. I wrote again, and still nothing. I didn't give up
and kept on writing and yet again nothing.
Its been years since I last heard from Bazz and I still think and wonder where he is, if hes ok, if hes even alive.
Even though we got high together and did bad things I still love him like a brother and wish nothing bad upon him. This hard ass thug had a soft spot for me and did right by me. I really wish I knew if he was ok or not.  

Wrong Place, Wrong Time

Its about 1:30pm and Gypsy and I just got off the bus up on 5th Avenue. We needed a few things in Rite Aid so we went in to get them. While we were in there I took 2 lipsticks for Gypsy. The ones I took are the new Beyonce ones from Loreal. Gypsy wanted them and they were about $12 bucks
each so fuck that if I 
can get away with taking them then I'm going to and so I did. We went up and paid for the other shit we got and then left. After that we walked by one of those discount stores and got a nice shoulder fleece to have for when we sit on the computer at night so were not to cold.
After getting that we then walked over to Dunkin Doughnutsand saw this guy Joe. Joe is a known pill dealer and we have both known him for years. So we went and said hello to him and he stopped us saying "look at those 2guys across the street don't they look like cops to you". After looking at them we both told him they were no doubt cops and Joe said he has a funny feeling in his gut not to stay there. Gypsy said "always go with your gut", and then we walked in to Dunkin. Gypsy went right to the counter to order for us and I went and put our bags down on the seat for us to have a table to sit at and also said hello to a friend of ours named Jen. I then go and start walking towards Gypsy when I feel a tug on my jacket. I pulled away from the tug and looked to see who the fuck was trying to pull me. As soon as I turned my head I saw a big gold shield in my face. I said to the cop "Yea and".  Next thing I know there were 3 other cops running in and screaming at everyone to put there hands on the glass or in plain sight. At this time Gypsy is yelling "baby do you want the white hot chocolate or the regular one", not even realizing what is going on. Finally after she looks and also hears whats going on she comes over asking what the fuck there doing. One of the cops told her to shut up and mind her business if not she was going to jail. I just gave her a look like don't sweat it, I didn't do shit and there just fucking with me.
They then tell everyone to go outside and they kept Jen inside with her kids. Jen said "I'm here with my kids whats the problem", the cop responded with "well you shouldn't have your fucking kids here". "I shouldn't have my kids in Dunkin Doughnuts" she says.
Her little daughter was crying and her lil son was just sitting on her lap. The cops searched the kids coats and everything and then finally let Jen go.
Now I'm outside standing next to this bitch name Gina, whos Joes girlfriend by the way, when I see a black patty wagon pull up and then a minute later I see a white van pull up in front of it. The door opens on the white van and I see my homeboy Terrence and my friend James handcuffed and they moved them to the black patty wagon.
After standing there for a few and being harassed they let me and Gina go. They didn't run my name or anything. All he did was ask what I had on me and looked in my pockets but not really well.
After they let Gina go they followed her and caught up with Joe and took him in as well.
All this for what? Terrence had 1bag one him and James had 2. I'm not sure what they got on Joe but it couldn't have been much because Joe left early that day because he didn't feel right. They knew that Gypsy and I were together but yet they only fucked with me and not her. After they let me go I asked one of the cops what was that all about, why did you stop me like that. He said that he saw me talking to Joe, which I admitted to him and that Joe told me to come back in 20minutes which he NEVER said. So I said to the cop "how would you know what he said to me can you read lips"? He said "do you want to get locked up, keep talking and you will" like that's supposed to scare me or something.
I just fucking hate the way they went about it and the way they acted. They acted as if they were busting in on a house with kilos of fucking drugs you know?!
This was truely a example of being at the wrong place at the wrong time!