Tagged & Turkey

Yes I have been tagged! I am feeling the love!
I don't have much time right now and wanted to take my time with it so I'm going to do it either later or tomorrow.
I just wanted to wish everyone out there a Happy Turkey Day and hope you enjoy your holiday!
Me and my wife are going to have a great day and I cant wait for the food and the good time were going to spend together.

E cards anyone?

Did she? Would she?

I was 16 and Melissa was 15. We used to go cop in the projects, and then go up to the roof to get off. It was quiet, and most of the time we didn't have to worry about anyone bothering us. We had been doing it so long that the housing people who cleaned the buildings knew us and became very friendly with us. We never left is dirty, well more dirty then it was to begin with, and we weren't hurting anyone else but ourselves.
I was breaking night and hardly ever home. Melissa was running the streets just as hard
as me and thought it was fucking cool to be doing it. We got our get well money, got off, went out made more money, and tried to get as fucked up as we could.
It was only around 6pm already we came off with money so that we should be good all the way into the next day. We 
copped, got some loose cigs, some munchies, and a quarter water. We got up to the roof, and divided the dope. I glanced over at Melissa and saw that she was putting alot in the cooker. I gave her a look, and told her at the same time to chill and take it easy.

Next thing I know this bitch stops fucking breathing!
I grabbed her, slapped her face and still nothing.
I scooped up all the empty dope bags, and the works and anything that was left from what we
were doing.
I grabbed Melissa, threw her over my shoulder, and ran down 4 flights of stairs.
Melissa at the time was about 5-8 and 120 pounds. She was taller then me and don't ask how I got the strength to carry her down!
I get outside and put her on one of the benches. There are a few people outside, not many.
I ran to the phone and called 911 and just non sense came out of me. I was trying to tell them the address and her info and everything all at the same time.
The dealers were outside when I first came down but as soon as the cops and ambo came they all scattered.
The ambo people started doing all this shit to her and asking me all these fucking questions. I told them the truth, I didn't want her to die and not like that. That's not for ANYONE!
They took her away and I gave them her mothers info to inform her what had just happened.
Of course it was all my fault and if it wasn't for me she wouldn't even be doing these things.
Meanwhile her mother and father were and still were junkies. Melissa started selling her ass and adapted to the life real quick and real easy. Melissa was a lier at any little thing. She was and from I hear still is a pathological lier. By the time of 17-19 she contracted HIV.
Its been sometime since I have seen Melissa and I wish her well. We were running buddies for quite awhile and had some really good times.

Did she mean to try to kill herself that night? Does anyone who puts a little more in the cooker looking for a "nice head"?
Would she have done the same thing for me if it happened to me and not her?
Would she have died if I wasnt there to help her?

Are You?

Sorry I haven't been updating on the regular but alot has been going on plus me and Gypsy have been sick with this fucking flu/cold that seems to be staying with us for the longest already!

Real quick, update on Lucky.
Lucky is doing great! She didn't need any surgery on her legs all she needed was some medication because it seems she has arthritis. Shes living a great life and we saved her. They were going to kill her in 3hours if we had not taken her in.
Oh how I wish I can save them all!

Other than that its been pretty much the same shit. Gypsy is out doing some food shopping for the house with a good friend of hers. I cleaned the fridge, closet , and the apartment so when she does come home I will put everything away and the house is nice and clean. To me theres nothing better than coming home to a clean house right guys? Well money is always nice but I think you know what I mean.
Bandit seems to amaze me day after day. Gypsy let this guy who she has known for 30years sleep in the extra bedroom because he is homeless. I thought that when he came in Bandit was going to bite and nip at him because when he met him outside he did just that, but once he (Lets refer to him as B for now on) came inside the apartment Bandit was nothing but a welcoming house guest! Gypsy and I gave B offered some of the Spanish food that we had ordered but he said that he didn't want to eat and really wasn't hungry. We sat around for a lil bit,
bullshitting and just kicking it and then went to bed. Gypsy had an appointment that morning and had to be out of the house early so she was gone already when I got up. I did my normal morning thing, smoke a cig, 
watch the news & Ellen, shower, and get dressed. I woke B up and told him that he can take a shower and whatever he needed. I also offered a clean pair of socks, and boxers for him but he said he had his own. B didn't shower he took a bird bath and barley combed his hair. 
Here's a lil history on B. B is a smart dude with alot of talent. He used to work on the show Law & Order from its very 1st season all the way until the 
8th or 9th season I believe, and has worked on many movies and tv series
over the years. He can walk onto any TV or movie set in NY and get in. He just finished working on American Gangster, and I am Legend and yes hes fucking homeless because he chooses to be and he is also a heroin, and benzo junkie.
So after I saw he didn't really feel like taking the opportunity to shower, shave or whatever I asked if he was ready and he was so after walking Bandit and Harley, I locked up and left for the day.
Last night he called and Gypsy let him stay again, I don't know if she will keep doing this for him. I think its going to rain tonight and its getting colder and colder here in NY as time goes on. I do feel for him and anyone who has to sleep outside in this cold shitty weather but Gypsy cant carry him his whole life. Already she has done so much for him, over 30years worth of shelter, food, money, drugs, clothes, I mean you name it Gypsy has done it for him.
That's one thing I have to say about my girl, she has such a good heart. We are very alike in that aspect. Once we are your friend we are there for you no matter what, good or bad but fuck us over just once and you have ended our friendship forever.

Winters Here!

Dam its really getting cold here in New York. We went from 80 degrees to 40-50 in like matter of 2 weeks. We didn't even have nay kind of fall weather really. I don't mind I love the winter. Just something about it. The cold air, being all bundled up with my hoodies, and hats and Timbs.
Last night we made up this big bag of clothes to give away at the program and as soon as I got the the program this one woman Jeanette took the whole bag. She lives in a shelter right now and she cant afford to buy anything new so everything I had in the bag was her size and she was VERY happy to have some new stuff to wear. I always see her wearing mostly the same things. She does manage to keep what she has clean which is good but it felt good to see her so happy to have some new winter stuff and just something different to wear you know?!
Gypsy had to be at work early this morning and she was beat when she finally got home. When I came home I took Bandit out for a nice long walk. I went to this park down near the deserted 
part of our hood and chained the gate so he couldn't leave and he had a ball! I was running with him on the kids jungle jim thingies, and he was having a great time. I love to see him happy!
After that, got some Chinese food for us, ate, Gypsy went to bed early and I got on the computer to check a few things out.
We got word that Lucky was under and getting everything she needed done and should here more about her tomorrow.
I just got back from walking Bandit and Harley for there nightly walk and all is quiet in this Brooklyn bitches crib!

I'm Alive Fuckers!

Wow its been a minute hasn't it? I know I know, and please forgive for not posting on the reg but alot has been going down lately.
First off we are no longer fostering Lucky. She left today about 10 minutes ago to go to the vet first. Shes going to have her tubes tied, nails clipped, teeth cleaned and her legs checked out. When she was with us we noticed her back legs were very weak and that's hopefully something she can get fixed. After the vet she is going to her permanent home. A home with about 25 acres of land, and other dogs and the owners cook for there dogs. Also if it doesn't work out with them for some reason she comes back to the rescue lady we were working with and more than likely we will take her back until she can get a home that works, but please people lets all pray that this works out for Lucky!
Ok what else?
Well remember that girl Linda and her baby? Well on Friday they were hit by a car with another woman Yolanda. From what I understand Linda and the baby are fine but Yolanda is bad. Either one or both her legs are broken. I haven't gone to visit her because I was never really that cool with her but from the people that have been to see her everyone of them say that her legs are FUCKED! Pins and everything in her legs. She is a big woman and had bad legs to begin with so this is really not fucking good at all.
Of course being around all those fucking methadonians all they keep saying and thinking is "oh there going to get paid, that's it, that dude that hit them is going to pay and there going to get money for this shit". Never mind the fact to be happy that you have your kid and something really serious could have happened right?!? What is Yolanda cant ever walk again? Is getting paid going to make that better? I would rather be able to fucking walk. I TRIED telling that to someone yesterday but there crackhead mind couldn't comprehend those cold hard facts and all they cared about was Yolanda, and Linda getting money.
And what the FUCK do YOU care if they do? You think cause you went to the hospital there going to give you money? Will you even be here IF they even get money? Do you know how long it takes for a case like that to settle? Do you know that insurance companies follow people around to see if there really fucked up or not? These fucking people are so dam dumb!
Last night I was running around walking the dogs with a good friend of mine, Terrence, and Bandit happen to take a shit on the street and here comes this little fucking pig bitch in her scooter telling me to pick it up.
"I don't have to, its in the street"
"Yes you do, matter of fact do you have ID on you"
"Nope I don't" (I did but I didn't need to show her pig ass)
After arguing with her for a minute Terrence was like "yo skillz I got something on my can you please stop". So I didn't want the pig harassing us anymore so I went and got a bag and picked it up. Would you believe she fucking watched me to make sure I threw it away in the trash?! I said to her "don't you have anything better to do? Like go harass young black kids or something" Terrence is a lil pussy and was like "please stop". So I did.
After I walked the dogs and all I had some laundry to do and by the time I got to the Laundry,at I noticed my fucking phone was GONE! FUCK ME! I went and back tracked all my steps with a fucking flashlight looking all over and I couldn't find it. Thank God I had a back-up phone in the house and that's what I'm using now. My phone that I lost was a Krazor and now I'm using a Razor, that looks just like this same color and all that was given to me. It was supposed to be for Gypsy but being I lost mine I'm using it for the time being.
Lets see what else?
Oh yea yesterday I went to my program and Gypsy was with me and this woman that she knows B. said she had no money to feed her 4 kids and all she had was 13 10mg Percocets. So Gypsy tried to make a few phone calls and so did I. After about 20min of phone calls I finally got someone who wanted them but only for 1.50 a piece which she was fine with because having 13 that meant 19.50 for her. So I went and met the dude and made the deal for her, the guy gave me an even 20 for them. I asked him what he would give for the 5mg ones because another person I know has some of them and he said .75cent each. So I have to get in touch with her but I lost my phone so I don't have her number to call her. So I went and gave B. the 20bucks and I kinda was expecting her to at least offer to give me something but she didn't. I wasn't going to take anything from her because she only got 20bucks and shes got 4kids to feed so I understood that. I guess she thought I was going to ask for something out of the 20 thats why 
she left so fucking fast.
Anyway I'm going to go and jump in the shower now to get ready for the day. I have to go to my program and run a few errands for my mother as well.
Last night Gypsy and myself went threw a bag of clothes and anything that doesn't fit or that we don't want anymore we put into a bag and I'm going to bring them to the program to leave out for people to take who need or want them. Some people might take them to try and sell them but fuck it, whatever they do with them is on them.
Last week I gave this couple a bag filled with really nice shit that I didn't want anymore. The main reason I wanted to give it to them was I noticed that the guy wears the same pants everyday, and I mean everyday for the last 2months or so. So I gave him 4pairs of jeans and about 6 sweaters for him or her if she likes. I saw him yesterday and he was wearing those same fucking pants. I swear if I see him wearing them today I'm going to rip those fuckers off and burn them!

Oh and to all the people who read and post I want to thank you, and If I read your blog just give me sometime to catch up. I look forward to see whats been going on with everyone!
Stay Up
sKILLz

Lucky & Brandy!

Whats up everyone?
Alot has been going on in my life. First off let me start off by telling you that we took in another dog. Her name is Lucky. She is about 10 years old, a Dalmation and she just had puppies because her nipples are still hanging and she can still give milk from them. They probably made her have the pups, and then dumped her. So Gypsy and I are helping her get  back to better health because as of right now she has kennel cough from being in the shelter, plus her back legs are very weak.
Shes a really cool dog and has really taken to Gypsy. She wants to sleep with her every night and be with her all the time.
Bandit is being a really good house guest and letting her sleep in his crate and play with his toys. I think he senses that shes sick and old and is being really gentle with her which is nothing like Bandit.
Also I have a update on Boots. Shes doing GREAT! She is no longer known as Boots, Andrew changed her name to Brandy. Andrew has gotten her a whole bunch of toys to play with and he said that when he comes home sometimes he sees Boots and Tom Tom ( His Rottie) sleeping on the couch together!

Another One Saved!

I always felt like whats meant to be is going to be. Yesterday I was carrying a bag because me and Gypsy were going to go to this place that was giving out free food. We were going to go to get a few things that we needed for the house because they were free and towards the end of the month it can sometimes get hard. Anyway I had the bag with me and then we got on the bus and the bus didn't stop at our usual stop so we had to go around the block and wait at another stop for the 2ND bus we needed. As soon as we got off the bus I saw this woman who I know from the program, throw a cat from her arms onto the ground. I didn't even think, I just walked right over to her. The woman, her name is Jennifer, asked me "Do you want a cat". I didn't even answer her, I just looked at the cat, picked it up and opened my bag and put it in my bag. As I was doing this some crackhead made a comment that made we want
to rip him 
a new asshole. He said "Just throw it over the bridge right there". I responded with "I would rather throw you over"!It was a baby, about 6weeks old. It was a calico cat with beautiful colors! I got on the bus and went to my program with the cat in my bag. As soon as I looked at the cat sleeping all nice in the bag I was trying to think of a name for the cat. So after looking and examining the cat I noticed the cat looked like the cat from Shrek 2 "puss in Boots".
So that's the name I gave to
her, Boots!
So I went to my program and everyone was looking at the cat and asking questions and asking if they could have it. Honestly I wouldn't trust most of these people with my dirty laundry let alone a cat or any animal for that matter. Here I have this cat and Gypsy and I kept saying we were going to take it home, get its shots, get it fixed and then get it a new home. So I saw a good friend of mine, Terrence, and he went and got me a can of food 
and Boots
starving! She ate a can of food so fast and barely came up for air. As we were feeding her Gypsy ran into a good friend of hers that she has known for years, and I also know him as well, his name is Andrew. Andrew asked about the cat and asked if he could have it. Gypsy knows that Andrew and his mother loves animals and has a dog and a bird. So I went with Andrew to his house, it was in walking distance of where we were at, to see how Boots would be in his house.
When we got there I let Boots out of the bag to meet "Tom Tom" Andrews 100 pound Rottie! Boots came out and walked around, she met up with Tom-Tom and of course Boots was on the defense but Tom-Tom didn't even seem fazed by having a new animal in his home, and didn't even care that this new animal was a cat! I was soo happy! I thought I was going to take Boots home, get all attached to her and then me and Gypsy were going to have another cat.

We called Andrew later on that night to see how Boots was doing and she was doing just fine. Andrew got her to use the litter box, she was eating, and playing and just being a kitty and having a good time.
I saw Andrew today and he had a few scratches on his face that Boots gave to him but other than that he said she was doing just fine! I didn't get to take any pictures of her but she was so cute and I'm REALLY glad I was able to save her and give her a good home. Last night it was cold, damp and raining here in Brooklyn and who knows if Boots would have even made it the night living outside where Jennifer dumped her!
Maybe this week I will go over to Andrews and get some pictures to show her off!

Unbelievable

Guess fucking what?! After all that bullshit about Jessica having given birth to twins and they died, I come to find out that it was all BULLSHIT! A big stinking pile of DOG SHIT! The fact of the matter is Jessica gave birth to a baby girl and she was one month pre-mature and it was about 4 pounds and 8 ounces.  The bitch Yolanda that told me and Gypsy this is now trying to say that she wasn't the one going around saying that and she only told me and Gypsy no one else.
Well now I'm wondering if there going to take that baby from her. I mean the baby is going to have heroin, crack and pills in its system so how can they NOT take that baby??!
The only reason I even spend time on posting about this woman Jessica and her having the baby is because Gypsy said she has known Jessica for some time now and she said she wasn't like this. Gypsy said when she first met Jessica she wasn't on drugs, had her looks and her teeth. Now shes just a down and out junkie. Its really sad how bad she has become!
As I find out what REALLY happened I will post about it and let you know.

A new Job, & 2 New Angels

Today Gypsy started a new job. Hopefully I can soon get a job, something legit. I rather have a steady paycheck and know that my money is coming on a certain day then be out there and have so many things to worry about. Like having to worry about the cops, people trying to beat you, people trying to rob you, and just a whole bunch of bullshit that comes along with the game.
Before Gypsy started work we were going to meet an online friend that we have been chatting with for over 2years. Hes a great dude and I'm glad were friends, and I was so happy to finally meet him in person. He lives in Rhode Island and was going to see a girl he has been talking to and seeing for a little time now.
So we went to the program, and then called him to see where he was at. He said it would take him about another hour before getting to us so we just hung out for a bit and waited. We saw the usual ugly faces and begging ass bitches. Right before he came I ran into a woman who got word of what happened to Jessica and the baby. I was very curious since yesterday, and wondered what happened to her baby that she was pregnant with.  Well she went on to tell me and Gypsy that Jessica gave birth to dead twins. At first my heart went out to Jessica and the pain she must be feeling to have lost not only one baby but two. Then I thought about the fact that she basically killed those babies little by little each day! Everyday I saw her she was stoned beyond stoned. She was taking her methadone, along with all types of pills, as well as shooting dope, as well as smoking crack! The kids didn't even stand a chance. She didn't even know she was having twins because she never went to any doctor appointments while being pregnant.
Another thing that's fucked up is probably doesn't even have any money to bury the children so there probably going to Potters Field with just a number on a pine box!
You know some woman should have there fucking tubes tied, or just close your fucking legs for once in your life! This kind of shit makes me SICK!