YOU KNOW!!!

I HAVE to post this! Too funny!

That's right fucker I'm all giggles from this. If this doesn't make you laugh just a little then you have NO sense of humor!
Oh and if someone kicked MY dog there would be NOOOO talking just to let you know!

Enjoy & Stay Up!

Friday Fucktards!

So here we are for another episode of my "Friday Fucktards". I am pushing this on other bloggers & please if you do your own version please post my link and let me know as well to see what Tards you found out about & posted on!
Let's face it people, I think almost everyday someone does something that makes you say What The Fuck?!? Today was a Russian woman on the bus playing like she did not speak English & she didn't know that you had to pay $2.25 or have an unlimited Metrocard in order to "pay yo fare" an ride the bus.
The bus driver was not having it and stopped the bus and just looked at her while the woman was fumbling around in her change purse looking for money, and making like she either didn't have it or didn't understand.
Now after a good 30seconds people started yelling "let's go", "If you don't have the fare then get the fuck off the bus". Well you know us Brooklyn Bitches we are welcoming & friendly.
Finally she took a Metro Card out of her wallet and dipped it in. I just looked at her and said "You are one cheap bitch. You had it all along and you TRIED to get away with NOT FUCKING PAYING & made everyone of us wait on YOU"!! "You think everyone here wants to pay, no but we DO"!
I wanted to fucking Bitch slap her! ( I didn't ) ( I really wanted to though )
The bus driver gave her a cold look and finally we were on our way.

On another note I'm going to leave you with a video of some real assholes!
One of my favorite moments is the guy on the bike at the 2:26 mark! OUCH!


Other then that I had a great birthday & BIG thanks to everyone who commented! Gypsy went out of her way to make it really nice for me and US!
Hope everyone has a great weekend!
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My Birthday Weekend

Sorry for not posting my weekly Fuck Tard Friday.
Thursday was my birthday so I been a little busy.
I'm going out this weekend with Gypsy and were going to have a good time. Got lots of good plans.
If your thinking of getting a gift for me cash is ALWAYS a plus! ;)
I will post how it went and shit probably next week or so.
I just wanted to update really quick and let my peeps know what the deal is with me.
I hope everyone is doing well, and all is good with you and yours!
If you need to holla at me with something pressing then you know my email!
Everyone have a GREAT weekend because I know I'm going to!
Stay Up!

Friday Fucktards!

Here's another installment of Friday FuckTards!

OK these people are not only stupid but posted pictures of themselves and how much of a tard they are!
Enjoy!!

Look at this JERK who shot himself without a gun!

Here is another asshole move:
A judge has ordered a 17-year-old to pay a $750 fine and perform 120 hours of community service for contaminating salad dressing with semen and returning it to a suburban Chicago high school's cafeteria... [Marco] Castro... admitted taking a bottle of ranch salad dressing from the school cafeteria to the bathroom and ejaculating into it, and then returning it to the cafeteria where juniors and seniors eat lunch... There were no reported cases of illness following the incident.

Then there is this guy who seems to have some kind of weird M&M fetish. Or he simply is just a tard!

Finally let us not forget the wonderful photos people send in from one of my famous sites!
Here
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Hope you have enjoyed this weeks edition! Be sure to check back every Friday as I will try my very best to keep this going.
If you have a pic or a website that you would like for me to post up on here then shoot me a email at:
sdawgz13@yahoo.com

Other then that the weekend is here so I hope everyone enjoys there weekend and has a good time doing whatever.
Stay Up!

Awkward?

Here's to my good homie Sarcastic Bastard.

I just found THIS site yesterday and was going to blog about it today. Here I come looking around and see SB got to it before. All good, all good.
I still need to post

Just
A
Few
Random
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From this Crazy ass site!

So enjoy the ones I have posted and then feel free to look around the site for yourself.
Shit maybe we should do something with this site on Fridays? What you think SB?
You know how the G-Man Has Flash 55 on Fridays, maybe we can have "Friday Fucktards"?
Or...... " Awkward Assholes" ?

For Today

I kept meaning to update but I have to say I have been a little busy, in a good way. I have been staying good and trying to remain clean, only drinking my juice.
I am looking for steady work. I have been helping my mother do some work around her house seeing as my dick for a brother wouldn't do anything unless he was paid.
I have been maintaining my house with my wife. You know taking care of the babies, laundry, food shopping, and anything I can help her with.
I'm REALLY trying to stay in a good place and keep doing well.
You know what sucks for me is, one of my main triggers is money and I'm not rich but I always manage to have it.
I always make sure I save, or know I have something coming in, or something on the burner to make or get more.
So always having money makes my "evil brain" send me hints that I can get a few bags today, or because I have been good again my evil brain tells me "you have been good, so treat yourself ".
I invested money into a massage table and I'm trying to build my client list up.
I am a certified and I have sent my resume to many spas, and psychical therapy offices and it just seems like no one is hiring.
With all that being said for TODAY I am being positive and trying to keep my head up and do right.
I thank all the people who have shown me mad love and support!
Stay Up!

NYC BSL RALLY!

On 7/23 were going to a rally to keep the BSL law from passing here in NY. It has already been passed in other states!

It's going to be in Washington Square Park at 6PM and I can't wait. I'm fighting for a cause I am very passionate about! I don't think it's right to punish a whole breed for dogs because of dumb people who use and abuse pit bulls.
If they do it to pit bulls who's to say there not going to do it to Dobermans, or Boxers?
I know Pit bulls are always in the headlines when something bad happens but what about when something good happens?
What about when a Pit bull is rescued and makes a family happy? What about when A pit bull is rescued and it shows people that despite having been abused for years it can still get and GIVE love!!

So if your in New York and you can come support that would be great! The more voices maybe, just maybe we can be heard!

I will take some pictures and blog about it the day after or so. That's hoping I don't get arrested!
I can't promise anything my people, this is something that rips at my heart and if I get a little loud then so be it!
I have seen TOO MANY pit bulls who died or lived a lifetime of misery and they need to be treated like any other dog! They need to loved and cared for!!
I think I could go on and on with this topic.
"Punish the deed not the breed"
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No Comparison

I feel like it has been forever since I last posted but it has only been a little over 2 weeks if I am correct.
What to say?
Hmmmm....
Well I'm still trying to maintain my life.
Things aren't going so well with my brother and sister. As of now I am fighting with them mainly because of the way they treat my mother.
The way I see it is they treat her like a bank card, they only come around or call when they want or need something.
My sister who lives upstate New York has not been to Brooklyn to visit my mother in about 10years!
When my mother was diagnosed with diabetes and was in the hospital for a week, also on Mothers Day mind you she did not come to visit, not a ONCE!
My brother lives in NJ and comes to NY every night because he works for NYC transit. Again he only comes around my mother when he wants something or needs something.
I have not spoken to my brother since he acted like a total DICK and didn't even call my mother on her birthday. I blogged about it here.
I have tried to make a relationship with my sister and it is painfully obvious that she has made her own life and doesn't give a fuck what goes on down here and probably the next time I will see her will be at one of my family members funeral, unless it's my father then she won't see me there.
I'm sure that when my mother passes she will be waiting for her "cut" of what she THINKS shes going to get.
I told my mother that when she dies my family is dead and I truly mean that.
My mom and my wife are the only family I feel I have, and of course my fur babies!
It just sucks because it shows me how they really don't give a fuck about my mom, its like there sitting around waiting for her to die and it makes me fucking SICK!
I know I wasn't the best daughter. I know I did things that hurt my mother. I know I made my mother worry many days and nights when I was out drugging.
I can't make up for the past and I thank God that my mother doesn't hold it against me or try to hurt me with it like other family members have done and still do.
The relationship I have with my mother now is so cool and I am truly grateful for it. I just wish that my brother and sister could see how badly there hurting my mother.
I'm sure when shes gone there going to regret it but then it will be too late.
Maybe they think the same way about me and my relationship with my father but you know what, my father was and still is a loser, gambler, alcoholic, scumbag. My mother did everything she could to make us happy. I think she did a dam fine job with the cards she had!
So if they want to compare, in my mind there is no comparison!
Anyways this is a big enough rant.
Hope all my blogger homies are doing well!
Stay Up!

Great Weekend!

Just a quick post to say whats going on in my life.
Had a GREAT 4TH of July Weekend. Went to a big cookout at one of Gypsy's friends house. Had all kinds of good food to eat. Beer & Liquor to who likes to drink. There were a few people in recovery but they didn't mind that the drinking was going on.
Anyways after the cookout we headed to the roof to watch the fireworks. Now if you never lived in Brooklyn and seen the fireworks on a rooftop you are missing something great!
It was great, brought me back to when I was a kid.
When I was younger my father used to go to China Town and buy at least 500-1000 bucks worth of fireworks for our block.
We used to have a block party, everyone would cook and then once the sun went down we set up shop!
People from all over used to come just to watch my fathers firework show! He did it for at least 10 years. My father was getting worse and worse in his addictions that it just died out like he did.
Anyways after the rooftop firework show we went back down for ice cream soda floats and just good conversation!
Gypsy and I didn't get home till about 4am!
We slept late on Sunday, got some cleaning done and then cooked a nice meal for ourselves as we watched a few movies.
White Oleander was one of them, anyone see it? It was a great movie to me!

Other then all of that I felt like Monday came too fast.
To all my peeps that give a fuck about me, thanks alot it really means alot to me!
I'm going to try to keep up with this blog more. Only sometimes when I go to blog it doesn't come out right or at all.
Does that ever happen to anyone else that blogs?
Hope all is well!
Stay Up!

My Mother Is My Father

Today is fathers day and I haven't spoken to my father in about 10 years. He still talks to my older sister, and brother.
See they for some reason still choose to keep in touch with him. I think they feel sorry for him more then anything.
My father was an alcoholic, and is still a very bad gambler. So every so often he calls needing money for this and that and I can't say if they give it to him or not because as soon as the topic of him comes up I shut it right down.
I let them know I don't want to know anything about him and frankly I could care less what's going on in his life.
He is a liar, a cheat, and did my mother dirty for many years.
He used to make lots of money being a bookie. He had one of the biggest illegal street number business going in Brooklyn at one point so money was not a problem.
One thing I can't front on is that he bought us everything we ever needed or wanted.
However that did not make up for the many nights wouldn't come home at a time. The times he would come home piss drunk and take it out on one of us.
the times he would come home from losing money and take it out on one or all of us.
As time went on he started gambling more and more and losing money more and more.
So many times he couldn't even give my mother money to pay bills & my mother would come up with the money to make sure we had what we needed, sometimes not what we wanted. What we wanted was not an option sometimes.
My father just got worse and worse and time after time my mother would kick him out and then because my sister & brother wanted him back she would take him back.
He would give the same promises, and lies and never keep his word and this kept going on for years.

I was drugging hard however still living at home.
He had lost his bookie business. Had no money, no friends, and I nor my mother even spoke to him and he was living under the same roof.
My father was living there only because my mother felt sorry for him because he had nowhere to go.
My father always plays the lotto, every chance he gets he plays. Like most people he sticks with the same numbers everyday.
So one night the lotto came out and his numbers were the hit.
My mother confronted him and he said that he didn't play because he wasn't able to get them in on time.

Make a long story short.
He did win.
He won over 20 grand.
He had my brothers wife cash the ticket so he would avoid paying overdue taxes.
He gave my brother and sister 5 grand each.
My mother confronted my brother and his wife and the flat out lied to her face.
My mother confronted my father and he flat out lied to her face.
Finally a week later my mother tricked my brothers wife and made her spill the beans.
So that night was the only blow out.
My mother told my father to leave and never come back.
He said "I will leave at the end of the month". Like the nigga was paying rent or something.
My mothers response was "No you will leave NOW, not tomorrow, but right NOW".
He tried to say that he was going to give my mother money, and that he was also going to give me money even though he knew it was going on drugs but that because she was doing this she blew it for her and myself.
He wasn't going to give us SHIT. He was trying to hide it so that he didn't have to give us anything.
Truth be told my mother never asked him for anything because of the situation he was in. However you would THINK if you hit the lotto for 20 grand you would take care of the woman who always took care of you, who always had your back and who always took you back time and time, fuck up after fuck up!
So that night he left for good.
I saw him the next day and he didn't even say anything to me and that was the last I have seen of him.
I had blogged about it here once before.

I guess my brother and sister forgive him for everything.
I myself can not.
I can not forgive the nights of beatings.
I can not forgive the times of betrayals to me, to my mother.
Plain and simple he left that night out of my life forever.